Sorry for the long pause! But Hey! I’m Back.
Didn’t have anything nice to say, so I figured that I shouldn’t say anything at all. And this will drive away the some users I might have had.
I made some changes too. Deleted The categories. I don’t like to use them. Bitch and moan as much as you want, but I won’t put them back. Not my style….
How have I been? Better… But I’m okay now. So Don’t you guys worry.
Hmm… Samhain was a few days ago so the wiccan year started again. We had a ceremony, Me and Cat… My was in his Old home town and I think Iz was around there too… Zero stayed in his room like a nice boy… Although he refused to take Dandy in there. But yeah… She fell asleep so She wasn’t a problem in the end. I was a bit disappointed with the ritual. we have so many differences in our believes with Cat, but oh well… I wasn’t in the mood to do another one myself in the evening. I ended up drinking with Zero…
I had fun. It wouldn’t seem like that, but I did. I ended up crying… But It felt ok. Seriously. It felt really good to just cry about everything I have told to Zero and also those things that I haven’t. Not that there are many of those… But still. Also we talked a lot. It cleared a lot of things from my mind that I had been pondering. Although I was very drunk. The hangover the next day…. (My mums birthday….) Well I don’t want to talk about that.
I would love to have more of those moments I had with Zero on Friday. Were we just spent time together and seriously be with each other. Not just be near each other… Be around each other. I’m still head over heels in love with him. And I don’t know what to give to him on his birthday…. Lucky I still have time.
We have been half a year together. Exactly so on Friday. And I forgot. He gave me a red rose.
